and I will be able to go to sleep ... hopefully. Today I feel so tired. I walked over 3 hours altogether, but that shouldn't be affecting me so much. Maybe it's all the mental work I do at the moment, that takes its toll. I get very confused because of it too, like I don't remember what day it is and find it a hard job of keeping track just of the date, let alone things like appointments, rubbish collection day, payday etc. It could of course just be old age ... but I refuse to even think that. I am not old, I am just a bit frayed at the edges, like a book that has been read a lot or somebody's favourite pair of jeans which have been worn every day unless they are in the wash. Well, they do say 50 is the new 30, so I am making damn sure that this is true.Finally managed to get signed up properly for the Pink Sofa ... a lesbian dating site. Still not sure if I could go trough with anything sexual if it came to the crunch, but I have to wait and see. At the moment I am just chatting with some really nice women, who don't actually live too far from me. So I think the first dates might be just round the corner. Isn't this exciting??
Oh bugger, SKINS is on, my fav programme. Must dash ... more tomorrow.
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