Somewhat lost ....

Since having had the good news about having beaten the HCV, I feel somewhat lost. Obviously the illness has been such an intrinsic part of my life, that now something is missing. And I haven't replaced it with anything else yet. Mind you, I wouldn't want to replace it with another illness, that would just be awful. So I must make a concerted effort of filling that gap in my life. Otherwise I will just be drifting on aimlessly. 6 weeks on the lesbian dating site have not been successful either. Not for lack of interesting people, I have you know, but because I just can't go for it. I have met 3 lovely women, very attractive, very friendly, very adorable and very alternative, but the spark is missing. Same thing as with men. There is just no physical desire left in me whatsoever. It doesn't worry me, and I don't feel that I need a relationship, I am just curious as to why it happened? Oh well, I'll probably never know *shrugs*

I have been a real daft bat and double-booked myself for the 27th June with workshops. I am now booked for that date for Get Knitted in Bristol AND for Glastonbury Festival (from 24 - 28 June). I will ring Get Knitted tomorrow and see if we can change that date, but as it's already on the website, I have my doubts. And it is important that I do hold that workshop, as it really provides a foot in the door for me. But I don't want to loose the 5 days potential earnings at Glastonbury either. If I could just find somebody who would hold the Saturday workshops there instead of me, I could do both. Might ask around mates, after all, there is a ticket for the festival in it :-)

Tomorrow Pierrot, the Labrollie (or Collador hahaha) is coming for a trial stay here. If things work out, he is going to be a permanent fixture in this household. Of course, this means not going anywhere overnight for about 6 months (unless I can take both dogs ... so nobody will have me) until he is settled properly. That's my deal with Pete anyway, as he wasn't too keen on a second dog. So I am just showing that I am committed to what I decide. I shall update here on the progress of the trial period, no doubt.