Sunday, 3 May 2009

Help?

Help! I think I am struggling with depression again. Just can't motivate myself to do anything, fell constantly over-burdened, I only sleep between the hours of 1 am to 5 am, but am dog-tired during the day and wish for nothing more than to lay down. I always have these wonderful plans what I am going to do the next day - but I never do these things. I always, always say: I'll do it tomorrow! But it seems tomorrow never comes. I feel terribly alone, not wanted, not worth bothering for, old, ugly, boring, cast aside, just vegetating and slowly losing myself somewhere between nothing and nowhere and nobody. Arrrrrrrrrrrgh ... this has to stop!!!
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  1. Memoirs of a Heroinhead4 May 2009 at 09:51

    I feel terribly alone, not wanted, not worth bothering for, old, ugly, boring, cast aside, just vegetating and slowly losing myself somewhere between nothing and nowhere and nobody. Arrrrrrrrrrrgh ... this has to stop!!!

    Hiya Fishwhiskers,

    well I'm here: so you're not alone
    I survive of your comments and reading: so you're wanted
    50: that's not old
    Ugly: You wanna see the pictures I don't post!!
    Boring: If you've lived a life on junk or 50 years of life, you can't be boring.
    Cast aside: That's not a bad thing... do you really wanna be mainstream?
    vegetating: At least you're writing and keeping a blog... make that your main plan.
    Losing yourself between...: There's lots of people between nothing, nowhere & no-one.. you met me there! ;)

    Also, your blog is worth Jack Shit & so are YOU!

    Keep in touch and you'll see that there's a wonderful little group of caring, loving people here... we all have our faults and our good and bad days, but we all care for one anothr.

    Best wishes FW, Shane. x

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  2. Changedit5 May 2009 at 12:05

    Thanks for your kind words, Shane. Of course you're right, it just doesn't feel like it sometimes. And don't worry I will keep in touch ... checking your blog daily ;)

    All the best
    Karina x

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  3. Syd5 May 2009 at 14:14

    Karina, I hope that you will feel better. I know the feeling. But I guess what has helped me is to get with people, go to events that have people around, and not stay inside away from sunlight.
    Thanks for your comments on my blog.

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  4. Sarcastic Bastard6 May 2009 at 11:19

    Fishwhiskers,
    I am that way, too, but with dieting. I always plan on starting tomorrow, but tomorrow never comes, as Morrissey (& you) would say.

    I sleep a lot when I am depressed and am perpetually tired.

    And Shane is right--a lot of people care--I care. You are always so nice to Anna over at her blog. I can tell you are a very nice person.

    Take it a day at a time, try to find little joys, and your mood will swing up again. Just hang on.

    Love, SB.

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