Hello Kitty Cupcake

Sooooooo, we had our weekend (as you can read here http://hepkittie.blogspot.com). It's all been a bit of a whirlwind blur. I still sit here and let the mental images pass revue. What she forgot to mention however is, that I have met a gentleman too. Only I am just not such a fast worker as my dear friend! But I did meet up with him late afternoon yesterday, dogs and all, for a few jars of lager. We had a couple of very animated hours and parted company, with him making sure that I knew he wanted more. He kissed me good bye too. Today I was supposed to go for a drive with him and the dogs, but as I didn't feel quite so brilliant this morning, I took that as an excuse for cancelling. The real reason of course is, that I am scared of something physical. I really don't know if I can 'get jiggy' with somebody ever again. Maybe I should just go for it, get it over and done with and then decide. But the whole thing is so scary!!!! And what would happen, if it developed into more? Like a relationship???? I do like Belfast boy a lot, but hell I could also run a 1000 m/h into the other direction. So what am I to do? I have suggested to him (who by the way says, that I am a beautiful and wondrous woman *rolls eyes*), that we meet up after my course tomorrow. I would like to explain to him my living circumstances and maybe even my 'angst'.

I have had confirmation today that the council has received my application for council accommodation and that they will assess it within the next 21 days. So maybe, depending how they survey my need, I might be able to move soon. I have not told the housemate about this yet, partly to spare his feelings (why???), partly to avoid confrontation. After all, I am still living here. And 'peace' is my middle name ...